Today and Focusing
I will start this entry precisely by saying, “Today, I will practice focusing on my life by focusing on myself.” The first thing I need to make sure I do is keep myself separate from others. By that, I only mean outside of others’ space. First and foremost, it does not belong to me. And so, at the end of the day, I will make sure that I can talk about myself, not anyone else, and not worry about anyone else in the process.
It isn’t easy to practice this all the time, at least not at first. You see, I am a human being, a person. And so I usually take a look at others because I incessantly consider myself, even when doing things unknowingly, to make sure that I am okay enough and that we are okay enough to be around each other. This includes me listening to you. It includes me standing next to you, offering conversation, asking how you’re doing, and much more. All of these things are the things I need to make sure I stay clear of if I’m going to be considering myself, but moving towards because the first thing I need to do is stop also thinking much about myself as I’m okay as is, and then questioning so much about you because I get you at face value and there is nothing to worry about as I can make choices and sometimes they’re even made for me.
So today, this is how I will focus on myself and practice focusing overall to get used to it.
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