I really don’t have much of a plan for this year. In fact, I am unsure what I had for the yearexcept for my reading goal. I need to slow down, and that’s for sure. I am stressed; I am thinking too much about people; I don’t know what in the world to do about most things, and I think I shouldn’t be doing a thing.

So I am slowing things down. Who knows who’s rushing? Who knows who in the world is waking up running? I do not care. It doesn’t matter to me. More and more of what has taken up space in my mind, without paying for it, is simply being turned off. That’s all. The less I think about it, the better it is. I have never been too selfish. It doesn’t happen naturally in me with anyone. That’s what I think, but who am I to know these things? I am not changing that, and if it does change, I only hope it gets better, but I am getting into peace and serenity. That means not fighting, and certainly not worrying.

So, what was the first thing I did, not first but right now? Order vegan pizza. Pure comfort food. I’m “all in my feelings” as they say in the rooms, and while they may not be true, I get pizza just because. Off to pick it up now. I am even cherishing getting in my car and driving for this. Outrageous. Such truth. (I’ll share what it looks like. Making my own pizza is too difficult right now.)